ketenangan

 Ya Allah, 

aku ingin mencari diri aku dan ketenangan...

aku buntu... aku keliru... di mana harus aku percaya...

adakah aku benar2 disayang atau aku ditipu untuk entah keberapa kali?

aku perlu petunjuk.. aku perlu kebenaran...

ya Allah.

bantu aku...untuk aku tahu segalanya....

ikhlas ke dia.. atau cuma sandiwara yg hanya sekadar kata2...

butikan pada ku segalanya...

aku tak mampu ....

terpaku aku mencari jawapan,,,,

After so long i never enter this.. but today i fill like to writing something about me, yes my blog is always about me and no other things .. here im writing non stop before.

i missing my self that time. now im still finding and keep finding..

im not sure what but im just finding..

is hurt is pain but i try my very  best to find it...

i cant stay like this... i need to move on to get myself better..

im sure this is the right time for me..

confuse everything in my mind ..

what should i do.. stay or leave?????

the big question mark in my mind.. stay and i will facing the same... 

why people love a reason... why people love to lie.. 

what u get ????

im loser but i still can wake up ... is not to let for me to leave...

i have my further...

the loser of me...